To The 60's...lalalala

2010-02-14T19:35:00.003Z

This fucking sucks man.

fought with my brother,
Grandma hates me.

i've always been an outcast.
but i liked it then.
no one gets in my way of doing things.
i like to treat myself as an outcast,
but now,knowing that they too treat me as an outcast.
its sucks.weird,but sucks.

When i'm alone outside the boundaries of my safe zone,
i realised that i've got no one.
when im trying to think of a number to callup and accompany me.
fucking hell,there's not even one i can actually call up without begging to accompany me.
suddenly they all full of excuses.i'm not trying to be fussy la.
but come on.i was there and always try to be there for anyone that i consider a friend.provided i have the means to do it.:)

WOW.so much feelings buried so deep in my heart that i cant get it out.i feel it,but i cant decipher it.

sometimes,a simple task of asking means more then the world.

Regrets

2010-01-28T17:20:00.002Z

I've made mistakes.Some are small and some are big.
but i've never regret it.Because i know that i chose this path.not anyone but me.
i chose to steal,i chose to fight,i chose to run away.
its all me. lessons learnt.some easy,some very the nabei cibai.

but i've gone through it and chose to move on.there are times i do look back.to remember the past.cause not all past contains pain and suffering only.it contains joy and laughter too.

but i do regret.
i regret having my childhood memories lost.
regret having forgotten the warmth of my first hug with my mum.
regret having forgotten how i learned how to laugh and smile.

cause right now.
it'll be nice to have all these feelings come rushing back to me:D

2009-12-17T17:59:00.003Z

We Met
We Talked,
We had fun
it was epic.
really.

But.
Then the sun came up and reality set in.

so..

MY CABIN!!

2009-12-07T18:04:00.004Z

HEY..i'm not bragging!
since its been awhile since i post.
and i've always wanted to post about my cabin
so pictures time!

its not that big la.but if i throw a woman inside
with you guys.even small cabin like this can make do:D

OH..not being disgusting and all. beside the room there's a sink
and the toilets outside.so i think you'all know how its going then.
i washed it on regular basis though

aaahh..the port hole.
you can be surprise how this small thing can affect the room so much.
if you open it.like now.sunny and cheerful room.
close it and you get ZEN cum chill cum comfy room.(Preferable)

Oh and i've already revamp this table with stereos and speakers.
no pictures sadly

Lastly.The Bed!
KING KOIL BAAABE
Suddenly sleeping on the ship
feels way better then home:D

Envy

2009-04-21T00:05:00.005+01:00

i didn't sleep the whole night.
so i thought, why not have a morning exercise at playground's gym(i dont know what its called).

Its around 630am,so the sky still quite dark,i see old folks doing their routine,students going to school and the best thing is that i envy them.

envious of the old folks who went through life and yet have a smile on their face.

envious of the students waking up to school early in the morning with a sulking face, yet upon reaching and meet friends,it turns to smile and laughter.

i was lying on the floor looking at the sky,and dark clouds start to gather.
i smiled.
rain!please rain.
so i waited.i waited for the moment.
few passer-by while walking stared at me.
they thought i was crazy.

then (:,
it rained.
i smiled to myself and just enjoy the rain.
everyone went to the nearest shelter.
not me,i love the rain.
i sense few eyes staring at me and whispers going around.
hahahah...they might really think i'm crazy.
yet,deep in their heart, i knew that they envy me. (:

In The End,Everyone Envy Each Other.(:

Change

2009-04-17T21:05:00.002+01:00

i've changed.
people changed.

every single day,hour,minute.
we change.to out nose getting bigger or to pubic hair getting thicker.
hahaha..

aniwae thinking back of how i used to be, and how i am now.
i've changed.

and sometimes i missed being who i was.and other times i've grown a liking to who i am now.
there's time i think back and thought "what IF i've scored 100 for maths test"
or" What if i could get the girl i wanted"

would my life be different now.
would i be a better and happier person now?

and then.naaahhh.
if that were to happen,i wouldn't be where i am now.
missing things and regretting things i should have done.

I love my life now.though kind of dull a bit here and there.
there's friends and shirin to make my day.

i often thought of who i want to be..
from wanting to be a policeman, to a lawyer and now to become a captain.

but there's one thing that never will changed in me or anybody(correct me if im wrong) is that
i want to be happy and care-free.

i believe that if i were to be happy and make others happy.
then maybe other people will make me happy.
like a circle i guess.

i've realised how small singapore really is.i've wasted 1/4 of my life staying here.
Imagine that the world is not powered by money or education..could i or we all have the freedom to go around and explore?

nahhhh..
it always comes back to
WHAT IF and IMAGINE

Everybody is Changing

hahaha..i love updating

2009-04-17T19:35:00.007+01:00

OK!!!time to update!
eerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..

just let the pictures do the talking:D

SENTOSA TRIP

The guy in the middle"Yum is AWESOME!"

im fly..

gosh..got to work out.wouldnt want to spoil a picure:D

lucky no jelly tentacles stinging OUR tentacles

hey!the IDEA was there.

ZOOOO TRIP!

Now Thats the way lighting up a cigg

............

cha cha..my shirt was wet..no choice but to where PINK:S

WHAT YOU LOOKING At!!

AAAAAH!!!!!!!!!!AAAAAA!!!!!!!

HE comes in peace..we come to piss.HAHAHHA(lame)

we tried acting as humane as possible..really!

..................

jalil got the girl..argh!nvm.we'll make do with this.

go back to where u came from!!!!!!!

i told u..my shirt was wet.

woah!now thats fly!

if i were to have her as my grandma..i swear i'll piss on my bed evertime she gives a goodnight kiss:S

All i could smell was body odour..eeeeeeeee

.....i just love this pic....

MLS CAMP!!

my group!!whatever keunggunan!!!WOOOOO!!!

im a darling..i know:D

esctatic

prepared for war..FOOD FIGHHTT!!

ok...i know..im lame..
sheeesh..gimme a break..its been decades since i've update.

History only records CHAMPIONS.

I like This Photo

2009-02-04T17:05:00.003Z

Nice!? I know:D

next week exam.then i start sailing.
im The Yum.
Save The Earth
please!
Bye:D

That Girl,This Boy

2009-01-09T21:03:00.003Z

Trust that girl!
saying we'll meet again.
Don't Look back!
cause it will never be the same.

The boy is free now,
the girl let him go.
little did she know,
spring turns to snow.

If you love her,
let her go.
If she come back,she will be yours forever.
if she don't,she never were.

And so he wait
and wait.
but time is running out
knowing that he's going away.

Girl,
you were not there in his past
and maybe,you never meant to be his present,
but somehow,just somehow
he knows that you will always be his future

So comeback.

I'm going away

Pictures (no caption)HEHEHE

2008-12-26T16:39:00.002Z

Sentosa

2008-12-23T15:09:00.003Z

WHOOOOOHOOOO!!!

Im baaackk!

hahahah like anyone cares

Went sentosa last Monday and it was a BOMB!

another sentosa trip on this coming friday.

cooool huh
I KNOW!

pictures coming soooooon

"We Fight To Live,Not Live to Fight"
shar is surely gonna object to this.

17

2008-11-18T05:45:00.003Z

Went henderson waves yesterday.
wth..shirin macam paham..
in the end,I, The Yum found our way there.
bottomline..
TIRING!

alamak...evident..MISAI!hahaha

HA!..act cooool only..pigi da

mount faber park

Picnic

2008-11-10T15:21:00.004Z

Saturday,went picnic at Botanic garden,scenery was good,company too.
got chased by a dog,slip into the lake,caught a komodo dragon,love by all.
:D

too much details,and i'm lazy to type.
so.u can just kiss my not-so-furry-asss.

oh yaahh..watched midnight show.Madagascar 2.
cute show.its been awhile since i watched movies in cinema.sheesh Online movie is stealing my life away.suckers.

btw..new quote.
"Smokers suck cigarette,cigarette suck smoker's life,smokers SUCK!"

yellow-got to win Yum's poise
black-must be cooler than Yum
specs-wth!?no one can win him.foools
orange-same tak?same tak?
me-Dudes!I'm The Yum..but the idea was there..keep it up

Im GAY, and Im Happy!wooohooo..NOOT!

even the lady behind want to see me in action...SHEESH!

there's a stalker behind me actually..look carefully.

PEACE!!!

The Smile

2008-11-04T15:15:00.001Z

Have you ever noticed why a clown’s smile or a joker’s smile were widened up with make-up.?

Its because,behind that smile lies a sad story, a sad soul.

Poor thing right. I know

We all do that sometimes,we cover our emotion with a smile.

We act coooool,macho,strong.

But actually,some of us are not.its only a facade so as to show that we are not vulnerable or sensitive.

No matter how hard we try to believe that we are strong,we’re not.

We are humans,we have flaws.

Every individual has its own strength and weaknesses.

BUT, every individual are important,we rely on each other.really.

We just have to learn to accept it.

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnddddd..

UPDATED!:D

Shirin

2008-10-19T07:17:00.001+01:00

Now, its just

You And Me And The World.

Sweet

2008-10-13T16:01:00.002+01:00

Start of school and it was awesome..period!

i got a belated present and a hideous hand-writing paper(but swweeeeeet contents)hahahaha..OMG!!
how sweet the giver is..

wont write down the contents..
its for me and me only!..hahaha..so stingy..

No worries girl..
i'll send u card if im out sailing..and if im back..you will be the 1st person i meet..
honoured?i guessed so..:D

come to think of it..
when u need it the most..its not there.
when u dont need it..it comes in a bundle..
how weird life can be..

I hope this time,lady luck will smile at me and the give me the very thing i need..

OH YA!!!
one more thing..
A GOOD man who does bad thing,?or a BAD man who does good thing?
you decide. :D

Brothers

2008-10-12T16:58:00.018+01:00

Today was Brothers day out..
how coooool is cooooool mannn..

No pictures..but theres some from raya outing and a pic from my open house taken by eecar and edited by nad..
sharifah..ermmm..stylist?

okok..GO!

Thanks Girllss

He stole My 1st wife and scandal..booohooo

when elvis strikes

the whites

My 1st wife

My 3rd wife who play timer..hahah

my 2nd wife..

The ceremony of me being married to 3rd wife,watched by 2nd wife and my 3rd wife's hubby..hahah

Athira house..came at around 10 plus..BEDOK!

ME FRONT MAN!!..wooohooo

telling my 1st wife im having a 2nd wife

athira hate me..

HIPPPIEEE

P.S.1st day,white;2nd day,black

cheated

2008-10-07T17:34:00.002+01:00

today, my feelings got cheated by a girl.
how saad..:(

hahahahah..then i slept the whole afternoon.
it was raining cats and dog and maybe some rats too..(if im not wrong)

then ard 5 plus,shar ask me out.
GOSH! im soo popular.
hahahahaha

guess wad!?

i bought an earpiece!HAHAH..(tak perlu)

and found a shop selling nice t-shirt for 10 dollars..
wooohooo..next shopping spot!(not pasar malam)

random post,random guy,random life

RAYA!!

2008-10-04T18:10:00.004+01:00

First day was A BOOMB!

k..i lied.

but what special abt this year was i get to raya with my siblings ONLY.

coooool shit..

but the whole forgiving thing..
jud dont feel it..no Ooomph!

heres sum photo..

haiyaaah.to baad only took some..

my sister took this photo...dammned..she's not a good photographer..
at least she tried..(keep it up nurul!the Idea was there!)

Thats my Songkok..DUDE!!get ur own.
my first Bro:D

Make-up

2008-09-23T22:02:00.003+01:00

brown beanie

light-brown beanie.

hahah..i'm PROMOTING my beanie!!

just realised i got aloooot of headgear.

why?

to cover up my hideous hair style
:D

woohoo..today was fun.

capiche!

2008-09-22T17:28:00.004+01:00

make up bfore the making of the video..hahah DANGDUT!!

After Recording for music vid..

So,Finally,i finished the whole programme..

whoooopie..

watch suria..hahah

cause KEKEK gilenye!!..

hahah...ok

Move on

2008-09-20T18:02:00.003+01:00

I'm having a hard time moving on cause maybe i still love her,

Dammmmmnnn..

i will still hold on,period.:D

I'm soooo tired..

very very tired right now..

going for shooting is become more of a chore.

luckily its ending soon.

cant wait to get the prizes.:D

wooohoooo...

When you lose sumone then you will realise how important the person is to you.
but sumtimes,its just tooo late.

i've done that, and i regret it.

i would trade my favourite T-shirt just to go back to the past..

hahahahha..
ok lame.

Yum Lamo~

PASS!!!

2008-09-16T22:33:00.001+01:00

To all that has read my previous post about my exams period.

I PASSSSED!!!

whooooooopie.

not with flying colours,but HEY! i passsed!...thats a WOW thing OK!

NOW...

I can finally enjoy my HOLIDAYS!!!!.

Yum sia~

Jerk

2008-09-16T05:31:00.003+01:00

Yum is a Jerk.

So Sorry to all that i've hurt

Quit

2008-09-13T18:07:00.003+01:00

I'm Quitting.

Today was fun.

went for shooting for rara bazaar...

coooooool..problems here and there especially JALIL!

alamak lu...weak uh..hahahah..

nvm..we have dear faridah to replace him.

thank you FARIDAH!

see..i'm so appreciative.

Jus wen i thought my week gona be fun,problems came up..

alamak..

nvm..Yum peerr

I'm Still Quiting..

:D

Meaning

2008-09-12T08:07:00.002+01:00

My dad is soo confusing at times..

aniwae..i jus found out what my name,Qayyum means.

Berdiri sendiri-I'm my Own man.

Abadi-longlast?filial?

Sempurna-Perfect :D

hahaha..

cooooool shit..

please?

2008-08-21T16:13:00.003+01:00

I'm the kind of person who wants everything to be equal.
if you're kind to me, i'll do the same back to you...or maybe better.

you give me sweets, i'll give it back to you..or maybe more.

its a simple kind of personality actually.
but nowadays, when almost everybody thinks that the world is unfair, people like me is misunderstood.

if the world is unfair,then why does roses have thorns..

its all in the mind..you think that doing this is unfair, then hell yeah its unfair.
people say its karma.
i dont really believe Karma but i do believe that what you make your own choice,your own path.

SO when things goes wrong,admit that you've err and DON'T listen to your EGO which tells u that its not ur fault and that it is unfair.

Again.why do people fall?so that they will learn to pick themselves up.

does this actually makes any sense to you??

hope it does..cause all i ask is you people to be fair to each other.

One more thing i would like to add is.

PLEASE be courteous,
cause people are lacking this essential attitude or whatever it is called.

THANK YOU..

its easy..jus add this few words in ur sentence.
please,thank you,you're welcome

never

2008-08-04T17:46:00.002+01:00

Never in my entire 16 ++ of a lifetime did i feel remorse for getting bad results.

Today was the first. I got THE lowest result and that’s not all, I have to get full marks as in 100% in my next exams just to have a borderline pass for the overall total marks for this module.

I almost got a nervous breakdown for goodness sake.

And on top of it, I’m having more and more problems building up, adding up my burden.

Why? Cos I LOVE Procrastinating.

Hah! And here it leads me. To my freaking downfall.

So Never Ever procrastinate..

Maybe I could change the tides..

But sometimes, Maybe jus ain’t enough.

…Help…

Dreams

2008-08-03T15:25:00.002+01:00

Though i hate sleeping, ironically, i LOVE dreaming.

Dreams are the only thing that separates us from the skies above and to the land we walked on, reality.

Happy are those who dream dreams and are ready to pay the price to make them come true.

we all love to dream, yet some of us just stop at there. So how are we going to live our dream if we dont start and do something about it.

Maybe its impossible but heck, we wont know till we try.

I’m trying my best to live it..

Are you??

Dream Big, Start Small.

Tranquility

2008-08-02T17:15:00.002+01:00

i enjoy having alot of people around me.
having fun and all.

Some people don't,and some people cannot live without companies..

But there's a time where we really need a time off..

for ourselves,to think back and reflect.

we need that or maybe I NEED that time.

we are so busy with stuffs and friends that we forgot to stop and enjoy what we have.

to breath and calm our mind.

To really really think.

thats what i do,thats what i need,that is me..

I LOVE heavy rain.

its chaotic but yet peaceful..

I LOVE playing in the rain..

Sometimes,being childish is all that we need to express ourselves..

hmmm...

peace huh?

maybe

Bustling Saturday

2008-07-27T17:59:00.015+01:00

Alot of things happened on Saturday,

Open House, Performance and stuffs.

Wonderful experience, the performance would be a memorable one.

Because it’s the first time I Danced Malay Dance on stage.

Shit things happen too…

Anyway, won’t spoil the mood…

Here is some of the pics taken..

after make up,before full dress

After the performance

Aqila,Jalil,Yum,Hazah

Transvestite,Chief,Yum

Ramlee wanabee and Mrs Photgrapher

woohooo...haahhaa

HAHAHA...Iron Lady..

P.S the pics not in order...so figure out urself..
sorry

Not Racist

2008-07-24T16:01:00.003+01:00

Sorry shar..i know this means alot to you.
but this post would be for malay readers and to those who can understand malay language..
Sorry yeah.

aku,kamu dan dia

telah dicipta untuk menjalani kehidupan yg berbeza

tanpa ku tahu.bahwa antara kita akan berasmara

dan antara kita akan dipenjara dalam api membara

soalan hati yang tidak pernah mampu terjawab

rintihan perassan terhadap sama sendiri

Ribut taufan dan api kencana tidak setanding dgn apa yang kita lalui

oh,andai aku,kau dan dia dapat kembali ke masa yang indah

indah yang tak terhenti.

walaubagaimanpun..kau telAh memilihnya

dan bukan diriku yang kehampaan ini

tidak aku sangakakan paras rupa menjadi pilihan hatimu

sedangkan ia hanya buat sementara untuk memuaskan nafsumu sahaja?

betapa hampanya aku kepada engkau yang ku fikirkan lain dari yang lain

tapi,kesal ku hanya kepada kerana aku tidak dapat huraikan kata2 mu yang selama ini ditujukan kepada ku

kerana kesombongan dan keangkuhan diriku inilaah

semua yang kita pernah lalui hancur musnah begitu sahaja

adakah ini semua kehendakNya & telaah tertulis sebagai takdir?

Tidak! tidak akanku menyerah kalah pada takdir

bukankah hidup ini ditentukan oleh kita?tidakah kita diberi pilihan?

dan takdir hanya satu dorongan atau panduan?

tetapi apa gunanya?

kamu sekarang bahagia dengannya

siapalaah aku dibandingkan dengannya

walaupun begitu, aku dengan berat hati menyerah kalah hanya untuk melihatmu bergembira dengannya

biarlah aku keseorangan dan doakanla aku

moga2 akan ku dpt pengganti mu

walaupun aku percaya kata kata memang senang untuk diucapkan

tetapi pahitnya menelan semua ini dgn tabah seperti menelan bara api yg masih menyala

dengan ini,akan ku akhirkan diari ku,

utk kepada teman senasibku..

Eeecaryum

tag??

2008-07-24T15:36:00.000+01:00

HAHAHA..
wth.
nvm,this is for you, my dear aamilaah

A random activity:
(A) List down 10 random facts about yourself that others may or may not know of.
(B) List down 10 things or people you're thinking of now.
(C) Tag 5 other people to do this random activity.

(A)
1. I like all things to be equal.
2. I like greenish blue color.
3. I hate sleeping.
4. Yet i enjoy doing it.
5. I love philosophical quotes.
6. I'm my own man .
7. But i still rely on my parents for money. =D
8. I love the sea.
9. I wan to fly.
10. I dropped and hit my backbone just now.

(B)
1. I'm wasting my time doing this.
2. But its better than no update at all.
3. Mystery Jam 12.
4. I'm such a good Boy:DD.
5. My freaking Modules.
6. Dance.
7. Fasting month, it's nearing.
8. Semestral exams..
9. Retaking maths test tmr
10. My Bro,Zulfakar's Birthday today:DD.

(C)
1 x 5 = anyone

Snooodents

2008-07-18T16:37:00.000+01:00

I'm getting rebellious nowadays,
unintentionally:D

waking up late,not going to school at times,
and i'm not proud of it..instead, I'm ashamed.

Got into Sp,which is like totally out of luck and also got into my desired course..
yet im doing nothing to appreciate it..hahahah...SNOOOODENTS..

BUT! I'm improving on it :D

PEACE~

Fatigue

2008-07-14T15:52:00.000+01:00

I'm So deprived of sleep and rest,
I’ve been late to school and its not a habit that should be practiced.

WHAT TO DO!!

Tired of stuffs, stress of stuffs,

Navigation test next week, hahahah, I’m so DEAD.

But at least one of the major problems is settled.

WHOOOOT.

Oh ya!!

Went to Sentosa last Saturday.

Wanna see some pictures? I bet you do..:D

woohhhoooo..elated:D

wohhhoo blacK!

Finishing move, backflip Kick!! yeah rittee

ME!!:D

2008-07-11T17:11:00.001+01:00

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Sea

2008-07-09T16:24:00.000+01:00

Went to Poly Marina for practical today. Had fun enjoying the view and all.

Not gonna elaborate more cause most of the stuff I forgot aldy.

And since a picture says a thousand words, so let the pictures do the talking

SP DOVER!! WHOOOT

Please rain..

The sea is my bed,the sky is my blanket

The Perfect Date

2008-07-06T17:25:00.000+01:00

I've been dreaming to have a perfect date for my better half..
and guess wat..its coming true..WHOOOOOT!!!

but its jus an experiment though.

A Scheme me and my flen came up with..
We would act as if we were in a relationship only for that day..

to see whether its perfect or not.we will both be the judge
Jus hope that i wont mess it up and suddenly burst into laughter..
hahaaha..

coool huh..

Nameless

2008-07-05T17:43:00.000+01:00

A gift or a curse..
Clairvoyance..

She have seen thousand of "dreams"

From the intense pain of a young boy when his sibling fell ill

To the terrible thirst of soldiers of war,who had tasted nothing but sand..

To the desperate cry of a new bride in a small village,
as she was violated by the same depraved soldiers..

and she felt as if she was with them..
She saw everything that would happen on earth..

Because so many events penetrated her mind and heart..

That she lost all senses of her own identity..

And what was her name again??

we all know not..

Support

2008-07-04T16:39:00.000+01:00

It feels great doesn't it,When you are in sumwhat like in a very important occasion and all your friends and family came down to cheer for you.To Support you.

It makes you feel like you are in the limelight for once..

That you actually EXIST..

BUT actually..

they jus came down there jus to get sum free goodie bags or food..
and the cheering part was jus sumthing extra..

HAHA..the irony..

Lamps

2008-07-03T17:44:00.000+01:00

Isn't it Beautiful??

The Starry Sky Brings Back Memories..

The Glittering Lights On The Street Below

Each Lamp Shine Upon A Family..Upon A Livelihood

And Life Itself

Are Just Like The Lamps Of Life.

And Each And Every Lamp..

Represents The Existence Of An Individual
..

:D

Emotional For Once

2008-06-30T15:57:00.000+01:00

HAHA..its been awhile since i wrote abt sumthing Emotional..

sooo..i'm abit rusty at this so..hear me out aite..

I SUCK AT RELATIONSHIP..wow..okay..thats the start..

i never do believe that at my age..relationship could last..

sooo..thats why I'm never into it..

or maybe because i'm such a loser..HAHA..

BUT i'm not...

I always hope for the best that is yet to come..

I'm not that of a despo to go around and ask number..cos I'm cooool.:DD

but if there is even a slightest chance that it could happen..WHY NOT..(:

but still..i never do put high hopes on each and every single girl i dated..

i'm being realistic and accept the fact that if i'm no good..means i'm no good..

OK..not so emotional..but its the start..:)..

and here is a pic by dear NAD..(i like it.ALOT)

2008-06-29T11:52:00.000+01:00

jus shift to the new house...

the only thing great is the view and the wind from my window..

its AWESOMME!!..

but there's ton of things need to unpack..

i'm sleepy..

The race is on..may the best man wins..:DDD

Love

2008-06-23T19:08:00.001+01:00

just watched The Notebook..(if i'm not wrong)

A very,very,very touching movie..

thanks to eeecaaar..see...i'm soo appreciative..:D

haizzz..should have waited till MST period is over and watch it..but just can't help it..

ARGH!!!....

neverminnnd..whats done is done..

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Spoilers~

About a man who read to his wife who now have Alzheimer's disease everyday without fail..

Done..

thats all i have to give for now..:DDD

Watch it..its nice..

and if u guys watched the show before..., That shows how outdated i am..
)::D
my bad..~

coool

2008-06-21T19:52:00.000+01:00

There she stood before me.

Leaving memories that become legend.

Legends that fades to become myths

And even myth is long forgotten

Hidden behind those alluring eyes

Lays a secret yet to be shared

Tall tales that has been telling lies

Yet those lips then never speak...

Speak of tragedies and lost memories...

Thrusting upon those piercing words

Can not even kill a man.

Yet can even sadden the gods.

Words that translated to actions

That were never meant to harm

Yet it does...

Scurrying the thoughts about tomorrow

Depleting the hope for life

But nevertheless. Even with words that cut through hope & life

Lies a women with brittle bones yet stingy speech

And then...

With blinding light that blind even the kings of hell...

She vanished into thin air.

Vanishing without even leaving a scent of deceit and lies

& only ashes of sins and hate

Were left behind to remind us of faith

Faith that will only be completed with love

Among mankind that might never just happen

this is made up by me and my fren eecar..
its the start.so theres sumthng missing..my apologies

Terrorist

2008-06-16T14:37:00.001+01:00

i dedicate this picture to Mas Selamat..

if you see this ..please repent ur ways

HAHAH

2008-06-16T14:12:00.001+01:00

a) people who have been tagged must write their answers on theirblogs & replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

b) tag 6 people to do this quiz & thos who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.Continue this game by sending it to other people.

Q : If your lover betrayed you, what would be your reaction?
A : WOW!! COooOl keper

Q : If you had 3 wishes, what will that be?

A : to love?be loved?and 3 more wish please??

Q : Did you ever think to yourself and wonder if you're really real?

A : .....yup

Q : Are you afraid of what lies ahead of you?

A : Nope..head hurts if u think too much .

Q : Would you change yourself for the person you love?

A : Nope..i mean i'm The Yum .

Q : Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

A : none..being happy is morest blessed...

Q : How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

A : as in really really?? .

Q : If the person you secretly liked is already attached, what would you do?

A : Whatever..

Q : Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?

A : EXAMSS!!!nxt week.

Q : Do you get butterflies in your stomach whenever you're around the guy/girl you like?

A : nope.(im lying) .

Q : Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?

A : Yeahh . Eva Longoria..HAHA .

Q : Who are currently most important people to you?

A : Family..Mr.Posmen and my frenS? .

Q : Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't?

A : sorry??my mom called me..

Q : What's the ideal perfect relationship to you?

A : Nthing..(and again i'm lying).

Q : Are you happy with your life?

A : nope..not yet...

Q : Would you give all in a relationship?
A : ALWAYS.in due time .

Q : If you fall in love with 2 persons simultaneously, who would you pick?the lousiest one?ORthe better one?
A : Both..play timer uh nce in awhile..coool kepe!!

Q : What type of friends do you like?
A : ab+??.

Q : Do you often wish there was something you could change?
A : yeah..like TOTALLY .

Q : What do you notice when you first meet a girl?

A : what cup size is she??LOL .

6 people I tagged :

Shar??ameen..ziq..ezza?.saloma..and adam sandler .

Confuse..??

2008-06-11T16:03:00.000+01:00

We do what we do..
because we are what we are..

we live because we want to..
we die because we have to..
we laugh because its funny..
we cry because my cat ran away..

SO dont tell me how i live my life..

cause i like it jus the way it is..

DAMMMNN..im so full of crap..*with a whipped cream and a cherry on top*

MacDonald

2008-06-07T17:26:00.000+01:00

Im starting to like Ronald Macdonald..

because of him..we have HAMBURGERS...maybe..

Macdonald can be ur second home..realllyyy..

its 24-hr..airconed and if u like Soccer..it is being shown live!!
here! in MAC!..

coool huh..

but 1 thing it lack..

They DONT serve Mountain Dew.

ARGH!!!!

right now..im here at mac..studying(really)..watching soccer at the same time..

and drinking Mountain Dew..

yeah,Mountain Dew and No,i Dont live here..

2008-06-03T17:17:00.000+01:00

Since Ziq,Ameen and Shar bhai updated their blog today..
which sumhow like cooool like dat..

so i thought i being Yum,A poser.. post too..and ya my english sucks..really??

aniwae..Holidays are boring if u dont know how to spend it..really really..

In the end..im here rotting, watching anime..

and btw..the previous post was a lie..if u stupid enuff to believe it..
my bad..

im a darling..really i am..(:

Confession

2008-06-02T16:55:00.000+01:00

i need to confess something...

I KILLED A MAN...
accidentally...

RANDOM

2008-05-29T14:54:00.000+01:00

I'm tired..
of almost everything..but i'm cool with that..

We do need a time-out every now and then..

time-out for studies,sports.relationships and yadda yadda

its easy to do it..jus take a kit-kat..HA HA HA..

too bad it doesnt work for me..i prefer Mars..
oh.and Mars Bars too..its DELICIOUS..

wore my uniform to school and felt awkward having people staring at me..

I have enuff of limelights..its so not cool anymore..PERIOD.

Some people believed in Fate or destiny..
Others believed in MAGIC...
And you know what i believe?(:
i called it WATEVER..

No worries..This is The Yum aite..(:

2008-05-25T19:16:00.000+01:00

Dad woke me up so damn early and bribed me to help him carry some stuffs..
went to Bugis Library at 12..Hot Hot super hot sia..
the weather and also the view from the 11th floor..Super COOOL..

and also found a perfect place for a date.. :P

Then did some studying and haha..played catching in the library..
Childish ah my friends..

Bottom line.... I fell in love..

with the library..too coool to resist..

Tomorrow the start of MPA Soccer tournament..
Haizzz..when are they gonna learn that they can never beat The Yum..
hahaha...

My class gonna win..nuff said.

OH YA!!!
i'm getting my uniform tomorrow..
WHOOOT!!WHOOT!!!!

Time is making a fool out of us

Boring Saturdaes

2008-05-24T15:24:00.000+01:00

BOREDOM SUX MY TOES....

damnn..Wake up late at 2..which usually make me feel grumpy..then did nothing till 4.

So freaking restless...then decided to go to lake park and did some exercise..

it was okay till i got bored of it..then walk through pasar malam at my area ALONE..

sheesh..how emo can i get??

went home and stone...

boring day..
boring post..
boring lyfe..

Could sum1 turn on the music??!?

2008-05-23T17:27:00.000+01:00

Didnt go school today and it SUCKS..

Cos they had fun and i didnt..supposed to go and have a drill and evacuation exercise at vivo ship thingy...

ARGHH!!! atleast i''v had goood rest which i'm sooo deprived of..."D

Having problems is sooo not cool but its unavoidable.. not going to details abt it so as not to bore u peepys..

really have no FREAKING idea as what to blog..

Cos when I'm Coool..

I''m Coool.

Soccer

2008-05-21T15:21:00.000+01:00

Played soccer against the lecturers and won 3-1
WHOOOOT!!!!!
got 1 lecturer short stuff,chinese....very very irritating..haha..

got bruises everywhere sia..since i'm not wearing any boots..
I'm A Man..proud to say that.."D
haha..

left the game half-way to go for CCA..haha it ends at 7 but we reached at 7..hhaha..cooool

So SO So tired..but i still blog..ur welcome.

*U made me smile bigger than tanjong katong~*

3-wheeled Motor

2008-05-19T15:59:00.001+01:00

suddenly had a flashback when i was sec 2..

Help an old man whose bike with the handicapped thingy broke down..hahaha

coool sia..i was with ameen and we helped push it from my block to jurong west kopitiam..

It was the first time we walk on the road in the afternoon like nobody's business..i try to ride it but it went haywire..luckily the guy didnt scold me..fuhh..

haha..we were actually hoping that the guy give us money.hahaha..sec 2 maaa..

but it felt real good like as if all my past sins were washed away..

so the moral is...help any old people to wash away ur sins..:D

...got cut on my lips..

Waiting

2008-05-15T08:48:00.000+01:00

I hate waiting...waiting for the bus..waiting for the food to come..waiting sux..
but in the end..its a thing u have to do..

But the worst of all..u wait and wait but the thing u have waited for so long..didnt come nor happen..

its sux right..when people give u hope knowing that it will never happen..

like when u thought u ordered but then the food never arrives..
like when u thought the bus would come but that day..there was never any bus..(actually this means that u stoopid..)

the sky is blue

So far So good

2008-05-08T15:47:00.001+01:00

Hey peeps Look out cos the new Captain JAck Sparrow IS coming..The Yum..haha..watever..

Next week is the start of exam and its suck cos i've no idea what i've learned and i'm cool..:D

5 of my classmates got the whole set of white and long sleeve uniform today while the others getting their black white uniform next 2 weeks..i'm dammn greeen with envy sia..nvm... i get my own white pants and long sleeve uniform..haha

ok time to STONEEE....

CCAs

2008-05-07T15:48:00.000+01:00

Okay..lets talk about CCAs..

I'm joining capoeira..and for those who duno what that is..go check the web.(:
i'm no dictionary..
aniwae i maybe joining malay dance too..coooll huh..sounds gay though.haha.

there's actually a whole lot more CCAs i wana join..but got to chiill and lepak2 too u noe..and the fees are fuckin high...dammnn..

Ok..lets brag a bit more..i Joined an elective program(Muay Thai) and going for silat trials..so maybe thats why i chose some arts like malay dance to prove that i'm not a violent man..

okok i'm talking crap..

BB..

D YUM

Sorry

2008-05-03T17:24:00.000+01:00

Its been awhile since i updated and i'm sorry.

i've been having problems both in school and outside.
but who cares right.. its mine and you're not in it..

Have you ever said sorry to anyone without realising or knowing that you did no wrong but still say it..??well i do..
In fact, i said it too much that it don't mean anything to me now.
i tried my best to make people around me happy but it still not enough and i realised, i ain't nobody's bitch so why should i be the one to take all the shit.

When things are hard to understand,we make it simple and comprehend it the way we want it too..but by doing that, we are quick to misjudge or misunderstood what it really meant or what they trying to say..

i'm saying all this because these past few says i've been misjudge by sumone i care..but what to do.just smile through the troubles..

yeah..i'll do just that.. (:

2008-04-11T16:05:00.000+01:00

Its been awhile since i updated...been busy with school and stuff...so here's the update
yesterday went to a big party in sp...there was 1 event where they ask for 4 guys and gerls to come up to stage and do a catwalk..any stance will do..i and my friend participate and WoW! my leg were trembling up stage..but still..have to act cool..hahahaa

I won a crumpler and addidas beg..not bad huhh..haha

Aniwae i was thining of writing a story so..tomorrow i'll start..

Maybe..if god is willing..hahahas

Part 2

2008-04-03T18:31:00.000+01:00

Everything was going so well making you feel so high in the sky...Then you dropped..head down..
maybe bcos ur loved ones passed away or jus sumthing incredibly bad happened to you..
Then you realised..Who am i trying to kid!?Tis is the reality..no bullshit..no fairytales nor happy ending..You lived ur life jus like the others..there's ups and downs and you have to live like that every single day..

And my Orientation is coming soooon..can't wait for it..hope it goes well..
My maths module are killing me..i'm so left behind...got to put my head in the game man..

Act

2008-04-02T21:09:00.000+01:00

Have you ever thought that the life you're living now is all an act..?
as if there's cameras everywhere watching and taping everything you do..
And you are the main character?All around you..your frens and family are just a bunch of actors acting to be what you think there are..everything that happened are all part of the plot..?

Well...I do...

Life

2008-03-28T16:07:00.001Z

I can't stand it when knowing that some people kill themselves bcos of lack of love from parents or bcos of BGR...I noe dat its their live and i'm nobody to tell them what to do with it but think about it..

When this people can actually have a shot in life..why oh why waste it on such trivial matters compared to people in Africa or Orphans..They have no beginnings but i noe that they want an ending that will leave them with no regrets in life..

I once thought that my life is the worst and nobody can compare to me bcos of my broken family and Then...I met Ziq...a guy who lost his parents to some illness.yet he lived his life fully and enjoying each moment..neither did he falter and did badly for studies nor he spoil his life but instead he stayed strong and did extremely well for 'O's...i admired him for his stronged-willed heart..so lets all applaud for him...Hahahas..(you owe me one ziq).. :)

So..my advise to you is that everytime you think that ur life sux..
there's others which is far worst..

Poem

2008-03-27T21:24:00.000Z

What If There's A Riot
Between White And Black
I will Assure U That
Nothing Will Hold Me BAck

To Protect The Wronged
And Fight For The right
I Will Do Anything Even
At The Cos Of My Sight

What If There's A Flood
And Loved One Are Lost
We Will Shed Tears Of Blood
Knowing That It Is Our Caused

To End This Nightmare
Hear Me Said
"Do A Dare"And
Don't Sit There And Wait

(Strictly For Fun,If there is any coincidence or whatsoever
Then its Your Problem)

Work and debt

2008-03-26T17:40:00.000Z

Today started work at NUSS...
its hard for me to say this but i got this job thanks to shar...
Daammnnned...i hate when it when i owe him..
HAizzz

The first day is always very fucked up..i hate the Chefs..very arrogant.
Cant do nothing since its my first day and especially since shar recommend me to the place so dont want trouble for him..

The Afternoon shift is damn boring and shar is such a lousy teacher..
He thought me nothing..like they say..there's no bad student but bad teacher..i agree(period)

Ziq came to work and jiwe us but in the end he have to go home cos the boss want only 2 ppl..AGAIN Shar fault

Duno wats happening to tat guy..haizz

Sorry no videos of shar behaving strangely..Almost got it but my Phone went dead..

okay enuff bout him and ziq.

Ameen gay..

hahahahs...

And sorry again cos today got no good advise for you guys and gerls...

Something

2008-03-23T21:20:00.000Z

I heard that in life,to gain sumthing.You have to lose sumthing..
Well,that is bullshit. In my life, i learned that you gotta earn it to gain it..
losing it is a whole different thing.Like for example.
Respect.you gotta earn it and what do you lose after gaining it..Nothing..so my point is when people come up to you said when you gain,you also lose..jus say fuck off.Nobody tells nobody what to do.you live the way you want it to be

But when u stuck up in a situation so bad that you wish ur mommma was there then you got nobody to blame but urself.

So think before you act..A simple yet effective advise from me

i'm bored ;p

Chowzzz..

Refresh

2008-03-20T20:58:00.000Z

Yup...im Back...Been years since i"ve blog...Sorry
Aniwae...Regret going to silat today..should've jiwe Hziq all...followed shar n meen go dover..fucker jiwe them didnt jiwe me eat banquet...played pool n took pics wit shar..

wanted to take wit meen n ziq...but they bz wit pool..sry..

p.s nice poem ziq...

2007-09-03T10:11:00.001+01:00

HELLO.
TESTING.
BYE>