We Met
We Talked,
We had fun
it was epic.
really.

But.
Then the sun came up and reality set in.

so.. everything's going to be o k now

so 1 last thing to do is go away.
hahahah

hey!I'm a Seafarer!
so be one!

never stay at one place to long.
or it will leave footprints thats hard to erase.


Dedicated to my lover,
I know you can do it
cos if The Yum can fall head over heels for you
others can too.
when you feel down and some guy try to push you around,
just remember that you're once The Yum's Lover .
and you dont take shit from nobody.


imma a rolling stone brudder!
so lets roll(:

HEY..i'm not bragging!
since its been awhile since i post.
and i've always wanted to post about my cabin
so pictures time!


its not that big la.but if i throw a woman inside
with you guys.even small cabin like this can make do:D


OH..not being disgusting and all. beside the room there's a sink
and the toilets outside.so i think you'all know how its going then.
i washed it on regular basis though


aaahh..the port hole.
you can be surprise how this small thing can affect the room so much.
if you open it.like now.sunny and cheerful room.
close it and you get ZEN cum chill cum comfy room.(Preferable)

Oh and i've already revamp this table with stereos and speakers.
no pictures sadly

Lastly.The Bed!
KING KOIL BAAABE
Suddenly sleeping on the ship
feels way better then home:D I miss you.
i love you.

I want to stop hurting you and the only solution i can think of is breaking up.

i'm a jerk, I know.

i've got no excuse for myself.so yeah.
I'm Sorry.

I can't be selfish by telling you to wait for me.

i've never told you this before.
i dont know whether it means anything to you.
so yeah here it goes:D

I chose to sail and be a seafarer so that i can let my problems drift away together with the waves.But not you.You were never my problem.

lets just say.i'm blessed with a burden:D Did something to the skin.
Coool? I know :D:D i didn't sleep the whole night.
so i thought, why not have a morning exercise at playground's gym(i dont know what its called).

Its around 630am,so the sky still quite dark,i see old folks doing their routine,students going to school and the best thing is that i envy them.

envious of the old folks who went through life and yet have a smile on their face.

envious of the students waking up to school early in the morning with a sulking face, yet upon reaching and meet friends,it turns to smile and laughter.

i was lying on the floor looking at the sky,and dark clouds start to gather.
i smiled.
rain!please rain.
so i waited.i waited for the moment.
few passer-by while walking stared at me.
they thought i was crazy.

then (:,
it rained.
i smiled to myself and just enjoy the rain.
everyone went to the nearest shelter.
not me,i love the rain.
i sense few eyes staring at me and whispers going around.
hahahah...they might really think i'm crazy.
yet,deep in their heart, i knew that they envy me. (:


In The End,Everyone Envy Each Other.(: i've changed.
people changed.

every single day,hour,minute.
we change.to out nose getting bigger or to pubic hair getting thicker.
hahaha..

aniwae thinking back of how i used to be, and how i am now.
i've changed.

and sometimes i missed being who i was.and other times i've grown a liking to who i am now.
there's time i think back and thought "what IF i've scored 100 for maths test"
or" What if i could get the girl i wanted"

would my life be different now.
would i be a better and happier person now?

and then.naaahhh.
if that were to happen,i wouldn't be where i am now.
missing things and regretting things i should have done.

I love my life now.though kind of dull a bit here and there.
there's friends and shirin to make my day.

i often thought of who i want to be..
from wanting to be a policeman, to a lawyer and now to become a captain.

but there's one thing that never will changed in me or anybody(correct me if im wrong) is that
i want to be happy and care-free.

i believe that if i were to be happy and make others happy.
then maybe other people will make me happy.
like a circle i guess.

i've realised how small singapore really is.i've wasted 1/4 of my life staying here.
Imagine that the world is not powered by money or education..could i or we all have the freedom to go around and explore?

nahhhh..
it always comes back to
WHAT IF and IMAGINE

Everybody is Changing

The Yum Get what he wants.
Do what he wants.
knows what he's doing
Punch line "Don't Tell Me What To Do!"
Thank You(:

We Met
We Talked,
We had fun
it was epic.
really.

But.
Then the sun came up and reality set in.

so.. everything's going to be o k now

so 1 last thing to do is go away.
hahahah

hey!I'm a Seafarer!
so be one!

never stay at one place to long.
or it will leave footprints thats hard to erase.


Dedicated to my lover,
I know you can do it
cos if The Yum can fall head over heels for you
others can too.
when you feel down and some guy try to push you around,
just remember that you're once The Yum's Lover .
and you dont take shit from nobody.


imma a rolling stone brudder!
so lets roll(:

HEY..i'm not bragging!
since its been awhile since i post.
and i've always wanted to post about my cabin
so pictures time!


its not that big la.but if i throw a woman inside
with you guys.even small cabin like this can make do:D


OH..not being disgusting and all. beside the room there's a sink
and the toilets outside.so i think you'all know how its going then.
i washed it on regular basis though


aaahh..the port hole.
you can be surprise how this small thing can affect the room so much.
if you open it.like now.sunny and cheerful room.
close it and you get ZEN cum chill cum comfy room.(Preferable)

Oh and i've already revamp this table with stereos and speakers.
no pictures sadly

Lastly.The Bed!
KING KOIL BAAABE
Suddenly sleeping on the ship
feels way better then home:D I miss you.
i love you.

I want to stop hurting you and the only solution i can think of is breaking up.

i'm a jerk, I know.

i've got no excuse for myself.so yeah.
I'm Sorry.

I can't be selfish by telling you to wait for me.

i've never told you this before.
i dont know whether it means anything to you.
so yeah here it goes:D

I chose to sail and be a seafarer so that i can let my problems drift away together with the waves.But not you.You were never my problem.

lets just say.i'm blessed with a burden:D Did something to the skin.
Coool? I know :D:D i didn't sleep the whole night.
so i thought, why not have a morning exercise at playground's gym(i dont know what its called).

Its around 630am,so the sky still quite dark,i see old folks doing their routine,students going to school and the best thing is that i envy them.

envious of the old folks who went through life and yet have a smile on their face.

envious of the students waking up to school early in the morning with a sulking face, yet upon reaching and meet friends,it turns to smile and laughter.

i was lying on the floor looking at the sky,and dark clouds start to gather.
i smiled.
rain!please rain.
so i waited.i waited for the moment.
few passer-by while walking stared at me.
they thought i was crazy.

then (:,
it rained.
i smiled to myself and just enjoy the rain.
everyone went to the nearest shelter.
not me,i love the rain.
i sense few eyes staring at me and whispers going around.
hahahah...they might really think i'm crazy.
yet,deep in their heart, i knew that they envy me. (:


In The End,Everyone Envy Each Other.(: i've changed.
people changed.

every single day,hour,minute.
we change.to out nose getting bigger or to pubic hair getting thicker.
hahaha..

aniwae thinking back of how i used to be, and how i am now.
i've changed.

and sometimes i missed being who i was.and other times i've grown a liking to who i am now.
there's time i think back and thought "what IF i've scored 100 for maths test"
or" What if i could get the girl i wanted"

would my life be different now.
would i be a better and happier person now?

and then.naaahhh.
if that were to happen,i wouldn't be where i am now.
missing things and regretting things i should have done.

I love my life now.though kind of dull a bit here and there.
there's friends and shirin to make my day.

i often thought of who i want to be..
from wanting to be a policeman, to a lawyer and now to become a captain.

but there's one thing that never will changed in me or anybody(correct me if im wrong) is that
i want to be happy and care-free.

i believe that if i were to be happy and make others happy.
then maybe other people will make me happy.
like a circle i guess.

i've realised how small singapore really is.i've wasted 1/4 of my life staying here.
Imagine that the world is not powered by money or education..could i or we all have the freedom to go around and explore?

nahhhh..
it always comes back to
WHAT IF and IMAGINE

Everybody is Changing

Shirin Affa WanBrd Athira :D

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